Friday, July 15, 2011
How can a black man deal with mistreatment from certain black females(long)?
This is in no way intended to offend any black males/ females. As a 23 year old black male I have been constantly harassed and bullied by mostly black females in schools, colleges, public. They’ll diss me mercifully in front of people until someone has to jump in and tell them to stop. I remember when I was 11 and I came home crying because these group of black girls would constantly harass me 24/7 at school calling me blick, ugly, stink, monkey just for no reason. When the majority of them talk to me, or when I’m around them its like I feel some sort of negative vibe, like they have some sort of rage against me (basically talking with force). Its like the tone in their voices make me feel they want to rip off my head but why? Most of them were strangers to me until they tried to start some sort of trouble with me without me doing anything. I never done anything to them, I’m usually the type of guy who minds his own business and is into his education and I‘ve never had anytime to pursue any girls. Now the reason I say black females is because I can swear to you that majority of my problems have been caused by black females. My mother past away 7 years ago and when I look back on past having grown up now I realised that she didn’t care about me one bit and I could tell through her actions that she never thought about me (long story). There were times when she will give me dirty looks for no reason or she’ll look for a reason to take her anger out on me and I could tell. Same for my elder sister who had a child and ran away and I had to end up helping to raise her with my abusive dad. She hasn’t been in contact with me for 7 years and when she usually does she never doesn’t want to know anything about me or her daughter, she’ll even insult me sometimes. Maybe it was because of my abusive dad and she is taking it out on me, same with my mother I don’t know. Not long ago, I started university to get away from the city I was experiencing such mistreatment expecting things to change but I still run into the same problems although it’s not as bad as before. I still get dirty looks, teeth kissing just plain negative attitude. Its like everywhere I go minding my own business, I’ll come across at least one black female who seems to hate me. People may probably say that I must be doing something to provoke this but I can assure you I’m not otherwise I would have got this type of mistreatment from everyone instead of mostly black females and my friends wouldn’t have noticed the exact same scenarios.
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